Single awareness day

Ok cupid. we NEED to talk about your aim here.

I'm going to be completely honest, and say that i am single. and didn't like a boy at all. UNTIL FREAKING NOW.

He used to be my best friend, but now that he's in a different class, all i can do is miss him. My friend told me he admitted to liking me, but its unbelievable... if he did, then he would have come and talked to me, more than just an ocasional smile or laugh or 'hi'. I can feel him drifting apart :(

Well, enough about my failure of a love life. Or the fact that today was valentines day and i spent it with food.

So now i'm at home, and i was playing temple run. Atleast in temple run someone chases after you.
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

Crush crush crush crumple

Today my friends made fun of me for being single.
I'm not single. I'm just in a long standing relationship with freedom and fun!

So my birthday is 18 DAYS away and i am SO HYPED. my parents promised me an XBox 360 with skyrim and sonic genarations! VIDEO GMES ALL THE WAY! i was like "Well i guess... The sky isn't the rim to my limits.. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" (CSI reference)

i had my social sciences exams today- History and Geography and economics and political sciences. The joy. (I've used sarcasm, for those who didn't get it. And for those who DID understand, i have completely ruined the joke.) When the exam was over i was SUPER SUPER RELIEVED!

My crush and some other guys walked in the room today and
My friends were all: "8D heeheeheehee"so i glared at them and guess what? they laughed even more. Then he looked at us and was all "Oooh two friends laughing and the other one has a straight face. Either you got made fun of, or your crush just walked in! hahahaha"|
Then my dumb friends were all: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
And i was all: Q_Q
And he was all "aaaah *Points at me* SHE HAS A CRUSH ON SOMEONE GUYS!"

awkward. moment. that. wasn't. supposed. to. happen.
Its like my crush crushed me.

LADY GAGA IS A BOY

Ciara "Like a boy" Beyonce "If i were  boy" Rihanna "Rude Boy" whats next? Lady gaga "I am a boy"?
But its still better than dubstep. I think aliens were sending us a message, but we renamed it nd called it dubstep. If you concentrate you can hear darth vader in it. Just saying,

So today i was browsing some inspirational quotes, these were my reactions:

"If plan  isnt good, keep calm there are 25 more letters!"
- Please, china probably has like 5000.

"If all goes wrong and you're losing an rgument, start correcting there grammar"
- Please, "Their".

So my friend texted me today, "H3y W4+ R yu D01n9? =)"
In my mind: ABOUT TO THROW A DICTIONARY AT YOU
i text back: nothing much, studying.
Who else hates these people? When they kill grammar i want to kill them. when they shorten words i want to shorten their LIVES.

Crucify exams.

They say revenge is a dish best served cold. they also say revenge is sweet. So I'm taking a hunch here that Revenge is Ice-Cream? lol

So now my headphones only work on one side. and I am so irritated by them!
Right ear: MY PLUG IN BABAYY! CRUCIFIES MY ENEMIES...
left ear: ........
Me: -______-

Life's not good to anyone, is it? unless you're hot, thin and rich. then it gets you places. Eh life. Why don't you help us all out here? I mean I have exams now too...
WHICH LEADS ME to my next post.

Today was my Language exam, so I wanted an extra sheet. All the teachers give an extra sheet and smile right? this dude was all "Why do you need it?" and I forgot my ruler in my bag. so I asked him if I could get it, he said no (that's understandable) so I asked him if he could get it for me. He still said no.
And then I asked him if he could increase the temperature in the classroom, and she just looked at me and looked away. No "No" or no "Okay" he just LOOKED AWAY! Yeah this guys awesome.

I WILL PASS

My exams just started yesterday and I'm having a tough time getting inspired to study. Whats the point of exams anyway? i can spell, read, write and do basic calculations, why do i need to do Calculus? People make fun of me if I study a lot and call me a nerd, but its worse if I fail and don't do well at all.

Yeah its on. I'm not going to fail but I'm going to be doing really well. So what if my friends call me a nerd? I'll be their bosses one day. Actually no. I don't want to be a pi*p and hire them. I'm going to show them that even the losers in school can do very well.

I had a dream yesterday when I was sleeping- I Finished an exam and the teacher called out my name for "Best Paper". Just before everyone congratulated me, I woke up. I want to feel the rest of the dream. One paper at a time. I'm going to do well and show myself how Awesome it would be to complete a dream. So what If nobody's reading this right now? Atleast this way I can talk to myself in public and not sound r*tarded.

And this time, I'm not planning things in My head hoping that it might happen one day- If I study hard, B*tches I KNOW IT WILL HAPPEN. All i need is patience and hard work. But I'll still keep time for blogger. it helps me sort out my thoughts and start tying faster. 

There's that saying "Close your eyes and pretend its all a bad dream, then it will pass by" HOLD UP, HELL NO. When there's are obstacles because of a person, Dont say "WHY ME!" say "TRY ME"! Let my teachers try me now! I WILL PASS- after all my teachers aren't Gandalf (you shall not pass reference).

Just because one paper was bad doesn't mean they all have to be bad, right? The probability of doing well in all my other exams are quite high, and WILL become HIGHER if i study more and dont give up on myself.

I need to change everything I am, everything I was. My number has been called. Fights and battles have begun, revenge will surely come, my hard times are ahead. BEST, i've got to be the best and take this chance to be heard- My time is now. (Butterflies and hurricanes reference) fter all, though unity is strength and attitude is a sword, strength and a sword is meaningless without KNOWLEDGE. knowledge is power. 

Sure during exams the circumstances may suck, but that doesn't mean life has to suck.

So from now on, I'll act wacky but THINK LIKE A BOSS. Peace.