I WILL PASS

My exams just started yesterday and I'm having a tough time getting inspired to study. Whats the point of exams anyway? i can spell, read, write and do basic calculations, why do i need to do Calculus? People make fun of me if I study a lot and call me a nerd, but its worse if I fail and don't do well at all.

Yeah its on. I'm not going to fail but I'm going to be doing really well. So what if my friends call me a nerd? I'll be their bosses one day. Actually no. I don't want to be a pi*p and hire them. I'm going to show them that even the losers in school can do very well.

I had a dream yesterday when I was sleeping- I Finished an exam and the teacher called out my name for "Best Paper". Just before everyone congratulated me, I woke up. I want to feel the rest of the dream. One paper at a time. I'm going to do well and show myself how Awesome it would be to complete a dream. So what If nobody's reading this right now? Atleast this way I can talk to myself in public and not sound r*tarded.

And this time, I'm not planning things in My head hoping that it might happen one day- If I study hard, B*tches I KNOW IT WILL HAPPEN. All i need is patience and hard work. But I'll still keep time for blogger. it helps me sort out my thoughts and start tying faster. 

There's that saying "Close your eyes and pretend its all a bad dream, then it will pass by" HOLD UP, HELL NO. When there's are obstacles because of a person, Dont say "WHY ME!" say "TRY ME"! Let my teachers try me now! I WILL PASS- after all my teachers aren't Gandalf (you shall not pass reference).

Just because one paper was bad doesn't mean they all have to be bad, right? The probability of doing well in all my other exams are quite high, and WILL become HIGHER if i study more and dont give up on myself.

I need to change everything I am, everything I was. My number has been called. Fights and battles have begun, revenge will surely come, my hard times are ahead. BEST, i've got to be the best and take this chance to be heard- My time is now. (Butterflies and hurricanes reference) fter all, though unity is strength and attitude is a sword, strength and a sword is meaningless without KNOWLEDGE. knowledge is power. 

Sure during exams the circumstances may suck, but that doesn't mean life has to suck.

So from now on, I'll act wacky but THINK LIKE A BOSS. Peace.